BismilLah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim
This is a sincere apology to my friends and readers, those who follow my blog. Please forgive me for not posting more entries.
The truth is, this is me now. I can’t write. It is not from lack of ideas (my diary is full of blog ideas that I jot down all the time!) but from me understanding myself a little bit better than before.
Recently, as I did self-check (muhasabah) for myself, I said ‘I need to work with my community now!’. This, in fact, became a niyyah (intention) for what I wanted to do in my life.
A few days later, as I was driving around the area near my house looking for a photocopy shop, I came across a school that I never noticed before and it attracted my attention.
I met with the Administration and guess what?? It is a centre that schools orphans and children from poor families! Without hesitation, I immediately committed myself to volunteering at the school.
I have left Facebook and I am slowly pulling away from writing in this blog. This is where I am now. I want to work hands on with underprivileged children and be a teacher again, Insha’Allah.
Allah knows best. May Allah ease my path and grant me success in my effort to please Him. Ameen.